Bad Habit

Ugh

(Dee Boox exclusive)

Somebody tell me what it feel like

I never touched it, I never had it

I saw it once but I couldn't grab it

He took my heart then he fucking stabbed it

Somebody tell me what it feel like

I swear to God I thought it was real

The worst pain is falling in love with a ****

That don't even feel the way that you feel

I was like a fiend, he was like a drug

We was having sex, threw away the glove

To be honest, when push come to shove

I think I felt everything except love

The last **** said he'd die for me

The last **** said he'd ride for me

The last **** was the last **** that I ever trusted

Cause guess what? He lied to me

And last time was the last time

But that's what I said last time

Until I called that **** phone at 2AM

And told him I wanna do it for the last time

And of course, he was with it

So yeah, you know I paid a visit

And on my neck, I felt his kisses

Fuck it, it ain't nobody else business

I don't know what to feel, it's

Taking over my mind, taking over my body

Don't know how to heal it

Because I keep on coming back

It's like I got a bad habit

Yeah, yeah, it's like I got a bad habit

Is it really that easy for you to leave me?

Had me fall for you then deceive me

Lied to me like you need space

Whole time, you was in another bitch face

Who was there? Who was there for you?

You couldn't breathe, I was air for you

When I needed you, baby, where was you?

I created a monster, now I'm scared of you

I love you, but I hate you

I just wanted the perfect picture to paint you

But you ain't see it how I see it

You knew what you was looking for but didn't know how to be it

I feel like a fucking idiot

Oblivious that you was so insidious

This love thing can get real hideous

But really is, you just wasn't serious

I knew what I wanted from the start and you was curious

Somebody tell me what it feel like

He told me he would keep it one hundred

I heard love is blind though

I guess that's why I ain't see this coming

You the man, you got action

You say I be tweaking, I be spazzing

Is it love or satisfaction?

Was it real from the start or should I be asking?

I don't know what to feel, it's

Taking over my mind, taking over my body

Don't know how to heal it

Because I keep on coming back

It's like I got a bad habit