Premonitions of the Infected

Reaching for the other side from this darker side of faith Losing myself to remain once more My spirit starves With every ounce I fade away Denying the solace of your hands Screaming and clawing This dirt beneath my nails I want to hear your songs again Singing over me How devious, the all consuming fear Igniting the enemy of myself I felt it all I lost it all To think I've known the pain To think I've known the fear When your shoulders have felt it all Though I pull at the mask that hides my shame I shall not lose your name