Can't Go Back

Frequent flyer miles

Got my demons playing catch up

Only **** in first class

Du rag matching my leather

Pride matching my get up

ACW my sweater

Denim, I pair together black-owned

I spend it better than most

A lion don't leave the jungle by choice

And when it was time to speak up, you was losing your voice

Proving your noise only came from empty barrels, annoys me if I'm honest

So many did it for clout until they got it, can we be honest?

Really be honest? When court of public opinion keep people fearing the judgement

What's really keeping you from it? Really keeping from it?

You speak, you say you want it? For real? Then why you running for real?

You say you stressed, man I was stressed too

You say you next, man, I was next too

I know the wrongs that you said yes to

Deep in depression, I was dead too

I can't go back to

Feeling like I wanna die

Feeling like I'll never fly

Can a real **** touch the sky?

I can't go back to

Feeling like I wanna die

Feeling like I'll never fly

Can a real **** testify?

Clocking in and clocking out

They was sleepy, now they see, I'm topic now

I might drop another CD, start another drought

Wonder why never they see me, I was never 'round

I was working, I was working, doing overtime

Got me feeling like I'm Marvin back in' 69

Too busy thinking bout my baby in the summer time

Too busy feeling a **** can't get nothing right

I lost friends, I lost pride

I lost money, I lost hope

Mama bills on the table

I see pills on the floor

I see blood on wall

Uncle dying at the door

I see pain in our people

I know we might see some more

Been a slave to the kitty

I've seen homies turn to foe

I saw brothers on a high

Turn to fiends on the floor

Take my soul into war

Take my scars, let 'em show

If this it, then let 'em know

Let 'em know

I can't go back to

Feeling like I wanna die

Feeling like I'll never fly

Can a real **** touch the sky?

I can't go back to feeling like I wanna die

Feeling like I'll never fly

Can a real **** testify?