音乐视频
音乐视频
制作
出演艺人
93PUNX
表演者
Victor Kwesi Mensah
表演者
作曲和作词
Vic Mensa
作曲
Stephen Feigenbaum
作曲
Andrew De Caro
作曲
Dave Coresh
作曲
Joel Madden
作曲
制作和工程
Zakk Cervini
混音工程师
Stephen Feigenbaum
制作人
Andrew De Caro
制作人
Dave Coresh
制作人
Wil Anspach
录音工程师
Joe LaPorta
母带工程师
Victor Kwesi Mensah
制作人
歌词
[Verse 1]
I hide behind my madness
Outside, inside, I'm damaged
Suicide, it might get tragic
Maybe it's a bad dream
Maybe it's a bad dream
Every time I look at me
I try so hard but I can't seem
To find a shred of decency
But maybe it's a good thing
It's a good thing
[Verse 2]
Addicted into my sadness
Just another of my bad, bad habits
This shit gets hard to manage
Manic depressive, sociopathic
I attract mistakes like a magnet
Chase pussy like I'm playing in traffic
Till I crash it, end up in a casket
Maybe it's a good thing
Is anybody listening?
[Verse 3]
(Yeah) Double-fisting, driving like I'm drifting
(Yeah) Drunk, spinning on a couch, bitch, I'm Rick James
(Yeah) Half-demon, half-saint, that's a split screen
Glad to be insane, mad for existing
[Verse 4]
I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe
I'm never gonna find a better part of me, I'm
Showing out only what they see
I'm always running circles when I try to leave
This broken soul, but I can't let go
And I lose control when I'm on my own again
[Verse 5]
My childhood never lasted
My pain is everlasting
I'm flying but I'm crashing
Maybe it's a bad dream
Maybe it's a bad dream
When it's all in front of me
I make a mess of everything
I fuck it up in spite of me
Maybe it's a good thing
It's a good thing
[Verse 6]
There's a hell at the bottom of the well
Where I drown to myself and the drugs won't help
Swimming in my troubles but I'm not Michael Phelps
Ain't no medals for the double, ain't no rings or a belt
Strapped to a kamikaze plane, killing nazis
Decking paparazzi, the cops can't stop me
Not even the government want problems with my posse
Sixteen shots, got 'em shook like Mobb Deep
Send a SWAT team, I'm too fly to swat me
Yeah, let the block beat, swinging like Rocky
Yeah, with my back against the wall, you couldn't box me
Live fast, get cash, car crash, die free
[Verse 7]
I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe
I'm never gonna find a better part of me, I'm
Showing out only what they see
I'm always running circles when I try to leave
This broken soul, but I can't let go
And I lose control when I'm on my own again
Written by: Victor Mensah, Joel Madden, Dave Coresh, Andrew De Caro, Stephen Feigenbaum
