Ashley

Standing now

In the mirror that I built myself

And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine

But it seems I'm only clinging to an idea now

Took my heart and sold it out

To a vision that I wrote myself

And I don't want to be somebody in America

Just fighting the hysteria, I only wanna die some days

Someday

Someday

When I burst into flames

I'll leave you the dust, my love

Hope a bit of it will be enough

To help remember the

Days

When we came to this place

I told you I'd spill my guts

I left you to clean it up

I'm bursting out of the

Seems like now

It's impossible to work this out

I'm so committed to an old ghost town

Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?

And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely

I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces

Think I'm making a mistake

But if I decide to break, who will fill the empty space? So...

Now

If I figure this out

Apart from my beating heart

It's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the

Weight

Of the choices I've made

I told you I'd ride this out

It's getting harder every day

Somehow, I'm bursting out of myself

Too many guys think I'm a concept, or

I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive

I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind

Don't assign me yours