I've Been Losing You

It wasn't the rain that washed away Rinsed out the colors of your eyes Putting the gun down on the bedside table I must have realized It wasn't the rain That made no difference And I could have sworn it wasn't me Yet I did it all so codly Almost slowly Plain for all to see Please now talk to me Tell me things I could find helpful How can I stop now Isnothing I can do I have lost my way I've been losing you I can still hear our screams competing You're hissing your s's like a snake Now in the mirror stands half a man I thought no one could break It wasn't the rain that made no difference Nervously drumming on the run away But I want the guilt to get me Thoughts to wreck me Preying on my mind Please now Talk to me, tell me things that could find helpful For how can I stop now There's nothing I can do Talk to me, tell me things that could find helpful For how can I stop now There's nothing I can do