Butcher Shop

Yeah so this one isn't really for anyone else Uh this one is for me, I just really need to get it out and maybe we can get it out together Yeah I need to cut off my hair because I need to stop pretending I need to cut out my eyes because I'm looking to a future I may not have My ears are listening to the bullshit being Spewed out my mouth and my nose can smell it My lips are perched together kissing something that's not there Shoulders being lifted up because I need to seem not so square I'm more defensive than I ever thought I would be Maybe this is the man my father wanted me to be Take my knees too I've never been good at getting on them Mama always told me not to be a beggar she's never been wrong about em Look at the sky searching for forgiveness Maybe there are no gods and maybe I'm my only witness And now I'm suffocating under the weight of my own breath Because I've spoken too much and you're just not that impressed See I'm a liar, narcissistic, and I'm angry Just a piece of meat left in the freezer dead and hanging I don't want to be anything I don't want to be anything I just want to be my own human, My own president, and my own wedding ring. Now cut me up and serve me out I think we're done here Now you know everything in my mind and everything that I do fear. Take every piece of me I'm finished Take every piece of me I'm finished Take every piece of me I'm finished Take every piece of me I'm finished