Yeah yeah yeah

Shouts to Ian’s beard it looks phenomenal

Just a wonderful shape up

Look

VERSE ONE:

Hold up hold up what it do

I been feelin out of place for like a month or two

I been in and out of spaces I aint comfortable

I been semi-functional, alcoholic livin/

I been risin’ though despite it

I been hearin’ lots of riot in the quiet

I been feelin like my life is at that point it’s fight or flight it’s

Pen and mic it’s settle or keep appetite it’s/

So much more then what it could’ve been

All these doors i gotta push em in

I want more but look around homie shit i got a lot

Would you rather cry in mansion or be singin in a cot?/

Some nights i be thinkin thoughts, others i be thinkin thots

Scrollin scrollin scrollin stomach all in sinkin’ knots, but yo

Long as i’m never thinkin stop

My spirit day to day but he gon’ play tomorrow watch

HOOK:

I aint chasin rainbows, i live in the rain life is more than a pot of gold

Like the way you hit them angles, but i cant stay around too long, yo i gotta go

Aint nothin out here a free throw

We could be better homie we know

We been out here lookin for the cheat code

It was in the work all along

Verse Two:

All along all along shit i couldn’t call it dog

Wall street to Audobon, problem problem problems dog

All the all the all the smog, everybody wanna look outside for inner peace

All exempt to our critiques, so much life to be created/

But your attitude on condom dog

You want the fire then it’s hours that we gotta log

We created players fuck these lil’ style attributes we bought em all

What happens when we got em all?/

All i know’s i got a lot to prove

I’m gon’ show i got a lot to lose

This world cold, we got a lot to do with it

Tryna be opportunistic while they tryn’ induce quittin on honorable missions/

Told em stop bein different and they should be indifferent

I said what if we didn’t, if we lived it

Like we said we would

I think that smile we been lookin for is in the mud

Prechorus:

I been swimmin in the mud

I was drownin in the liquor i was stuck now i’m up yeah

Now im up, aint no cheatin in my blood

Fuck the weakness can’t defeat this type of tough mufucker hold up

HOOK REPEAT

THIRD VERSE:

mirror mirror i don’t look like me

but would i know me if you showed me?

Mirror mirror i don’t look like me.

tell me what you know about it

if you was me shit tell me how you’d go about it

dyin to eat where the table ain’t clean tho, where clothes expensive

And the souls all cheap tho, i been on the offensive

like y’all don’t know me y’all write yo shit in pencil

my pen is my sword and and i fence through this fence

you can see me im fightin so hard to resent you

wanna taste the air i’s conditioned for

So let the breeze blow blow blow

i wan’ indulge my woes

feel like everybody like me now but no one love me no more

they all wanna talk to me but don’t want me no more

if i don’t make it all the way they gon punt me for sure/

I know it man i know it

reflection in the glass so i’m pouring man im pourin

tank close to E from all the motion

keep the tears inside so feel like my stomach rowin in the storm now

already tired but they all applaud my form how

can i keep em satisfied when i’m worn down?

when deep inside i crave the life that i’ve torn down for em jus a lil bit

it’s gettin harder and harder to give a shit

im gettin farther and farther from simple shit

they say you ain’t scared of fallin you scared of jumpin

sometimes im scared n ashamed what i want shit