No Drugs

No drugs and alcohol today

I want to remember everything we talk about

I want to feel light moving in everything you say

But part of me is caveated out

Like maybe certain circumstances are permissible

Maybe I just could and you could just look the other way

Is it so wrong I wanna feel good?

I wanna feel good

Is it enough now just to want to

Even if you mean it?

I wanna feel good

Let's build us a new house for to live

You fortify the outside and I got the interior

I got the materials we're gonna need right here

Yeah, and it's weird to think I had it always

When manifestly I am the same as I ever was

I think the difference this time is that I could just walk away

Yeah, and now all things rushing out

I wanna feel good

I wanna feel good

Is it enough now just to want to

Even if you need it?

I wanna feel good (Yeah)

No drugs and alcohol tonight

I follow my shadow up and out the skylight

I can see an outline settled in the grey (Grey)