Mixed Emotions

So it's all coming down to this You wanna know where my heart is You've been trying long enough Should you try again, should you just give up? Baby, that's a loaded question Is it a conversation you wanna get in with? 'Cause I don't got a simple yes or no Let me show you how a day in my brain goes First I'm happy that you called Then I'm scared, what if I really fall? And I wonder if we should even talk at all I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin' Part of me knows it's real Another part's too in my head to deal with it Wish I could just tell you how I feel But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions Pull you in then I pull away I can breathe then I'm suffocatin' Maybe we're better off as friends Then we're passing secrets with our eyes again Baby, know you're getting ten girls in one Are you sure that you want ten girls in one? Little bit of everything is my M.O. Let me show you how a day in my brain goes First I'm happy that you called Then I'm scared, what if I really fall? And I wonder if we should even talk at all I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin' Part of me knows it's real Another part's too in my head to deal with it Wish I could just tell you how I feel But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions Hey, hey, hey Don't move on from me yet 'Cause I think you could be it But I'm freaked out and I'm not sure but I'm so sure First I'm happy that you called Then I'm scared, what if I really fall? And I wonder if we should even talk at all I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinkin', I'm floatin' Part of me knows it's real Another part's too in my head to deal with it Wish I could just tell you how I feel But I'm too busy choking on my mixed emotions