World On My Shoulders

I got the world on my sh-

I got the world on my shoulders

I be pushin' boulders

Movin' mountains over

But shit don't ever change

I'm filled with pain

Never sober

I need some composure

Everything movin' slower

I don't, I don't feel the same

Can you tell me what my purpose is?

I been searchin' for some time

Though the feeling made me nervous, nervous, nervous

But I keep tryin'

Can you tell me what I'm supposed to be

When I can't even see what's over me?

My heart's still pure like it's a coca leaf

But when I break it down, I fertilize my problems out till it's powder

Bag it up, sell at shows, my profit be blessed with power

But my thoughts have devoured plenty moments I love

Like friendships that I cherish, don't mistreat a woman I hug

Keep it above, boy, you hate what you've become

I've told myself that, somehow ain't givin' up

I'm on my last dollar, I'm on my last nug

I'm on my last heart, already lost my last love

They told me never cry, you too strong and tough

Hold everything inside, repeat the family bug

But see me, I'm on my own shit

I let go of pride, and I prayed for opposers

Like I say I need closure, that's something to feel

'Cause every day I feel empty, I hope you notice me still

I'm overdosin' for real, stuck in depression

My mind twists like spyin' on a fine bitch

Think I need some guidance, see evil with my lens

I feel like timeless, but I can't see where time went

What am I waitin' for? Dream or you dive in

I got the world on my shoulders

I be pushin' boulders

Movin' mountains over

But shit don't ever change

I'm filled with pain

Never sober

I need some composure

Everything movin' slower

I don't, I don't feel the same

Can you tell me what my purpose is?

I been searchin' for some time

Though the feeling made me nervous, nervous, nervous

But I keep tryin'

Can you tell me what my purpose is?

I been searchin' for some time

Though the feeling made me nervous, nervous, nervous

But I keep tryin'

Since D.Z. left, my world felt blue as fuck

Still I boot it up, keep the heat as if the toolie tucked

(The booth, I shoot it up)

But somebody still don't hear me out, they chick can call me up

I might have to comb it up or get the newest truck

(To show I'm not a game)

I'm not for playin' station until I'm heard across the world

Till them I'm play adjacent, that's so everything

Touchin' up my chemicals, they unbalanced

This that real hunger, boy, this ain't just 'bout some talent

My uncle still in a cell, covered the way like he Howard

I know one day life will be sweet before never sour

So might roll six, I'm trippin', shoot my dice still it sours

I'm workin' hours overtime, over lawns I shower

Myself with plenty baggage, sometimes I just wanna quit

But I had a dream, it got to me, I'm made for this shit

Still I get sidetracked, my mind lacks a hold

The money, bitches, and weed, blacks for the show

(Damn, I love that)

Shoot my shot, it won't come back

(I fill above the ring, but all I see is a half cap)

They tryna block the goal

(So now I'm faced with a obstacle) Lock and load

I'm ready for war, comin' in full

I got the world on my shoulders

I be pushin' boulders

Movin' mountains over

But shit don't ever change

I'm filled with pain

Never sober

I need some composure

Everything movin' slower

I don't, I don't feel the same

Can you tell me what my purpose is?

I been searchin' for some time

Though the feeling made me nervous, nervous, nervous

But I keep tryin'

Can you tell me what my purpose is?

I been searchin' for some time

Though the feeling made me nervous, nervous, nervous

But I keep tryin'