Such a waste of life

I'll never be the same

Destined to drown in an ocean of pain

Regret constantly haunting me

What good is family if they're strangers to me?

'Cause I believed all the lies but realized what I never had

Convincing myself I didn't want it that bad

So I'm glad to suffer all alone

It might be hell but it's all I've ever known

Your endless deceit is spreading like a cancer in me

Feeding this Entity

Bound to this life, forsaken

And I'll be damned if I spend it with you

Stripped down from all you've taken

There's nothing left, you've taken everything

There's no escape, you're like a fucking disease

A ruthless stalker in the night that just keeps following relentlessly

The cause of all my pain

A parasite eating away at my brain everyday

With no mercy

Just like my father you're a mystery to me

Someone I wish to never be, he never wanted me

For thirty years I kept this shit to myself

And wished that I was someone else who didn't hate himself back

There's no escape, you're like a fucking disease

A ruthless stalker in the night that just keeps following relentlessly

The cause of all my pain

A parasite eating away at my brain everyday

Everyday

All that's left of me, an empty shell of who I used to be

Plagued by an entity

Close your eyes and push through

I tell myself it's all that I can do

I'll never forgive you

Forgive you, Never forgive you