An Ever Jarring Moment

Though I try to reason With my bottle and my mind Only to feel my waist sink lower And to partly pass the time Thinking of you And that bear trap, it grew heavy On my will, it never fit I felt like half a man with half a breath And I knew I couldn't win While I'm [?] for you But I don't know if I can stand by And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you Am I the only one that knows why And I don't know if I can stand by And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you Am I the only one that knows why And who am I to question And who am I to ask It isn't fair I gave you all of it And told you it would last It wasn't true And I pleaded with morals And I begged that they'd subside Before you drew from me what I know That I could only hide from you But I don't know if I can stand by And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you Am I the only one that knows why And I don't know if I can stand by And hear you tell me it'd be nice to see you Am I the only one that knows why But you and I, we're We're holding on but what for You and I, well We've only got love to wait for You and I, we're We're holding on but what for You and I, we're We're holding on but what for