My Pride (feat. Xenia Manasseh)

Been wondering why

It's all the same

When I'm listening then

I lose my temper

It's overwhelming, overbearing

I'm over failing

Over stressing

Over guessing

I'm over us

Only dangerous

If I'm losing trust

Don't know why it's just

Just so hard for you to understand

Had my trust

And started doing shit that I can't stand

We already past the day

Days of blue became the gray

Oh, no, no

Saw it rain on our parade

Once we stopped with the charade

Oh, I couldn't handle one more fight with you, no no

Put aside my pride, a sacrifice for me not sure you knew

Or even noticed

And so I'd

Rather just apologize

'Cause I know I

I'd rather be

I'd rather be alone

I want you to know

You'll be on my mind

I need you to know

Though we've crossed the line

Had chemistry so unmatched

How could I fake being attached?

How can I promise you that?

How can I take it all back?

Wish I could say you were gone

Ain't easy tryna move on

Just ain't no need to prolong

Everything we've undergone

'Cause if I'm being honest

This the hardest shit I did, yeah

Some nights I can't believe that

That we'd ever make it out

To see the sun another day

'Cause I got way too used to the clouds

Yeah, I got way too used to the clouds

Yeah, I got way too used to the clouds

Said, I got way too used to the clouds

Yeah, I got way too used