Intheinbetween

I got a one-way love with nicotine And reek of cigarettes Ashes kill my fingertips And lines show from the stress I got lovers up in Calgary Who tell me I'm depressed And whisper through their hollow lies "It will be just the best" But I don't know if I believe That everything is meant to be I just don't know if I can believe And I don't know if I believe That time will heal eventually All my wounds feel permanent to me Oh I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between So it ain't no news I'm no Goody Two-Shoes I'm sorry to confess That most nights I'm just lonely now With whiskey-stained regrets Oh I keep searching but I'm getting older And older breath by breath And getting old is getting old for me It burns down in my chest That I still don't know if I believe That everything is meant to be I just don't know if I can believe And I don't know if I believe That time will heal eventually All my wounds feel permanent to me 'Cause I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between Yeah I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between Oh I'll be 21 in just a year My father used to tell me "Son, music's no career" so I'm a little old but it's my only way of coping with the fear I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between Yeah I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between Yeah I don't know if I believe That everything is meant to be I just don't know if I can believe And I don't know if I believe That time will heal eventually All my wounds feel permanent to me 'Cause I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between Yeah I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the I'm stuck, I'm stuck living in the in-between