Invisible with your silence

Casting shadows from the darkness

Not the life that you had hoped for

Hopeful days end in sadness

And with so much that you hoped for

And so much that you fought for

When days turn into weeks turn into months turn into years on end

When does this end?

You question what you're made for

And not sure what to pray for

And so much of this time you realize was just a waste in the end

Is this the end?

I'll false start until it's started

I'll start over til it's over

Wait until the sting of failure

Goes away and try again

And with so much that I hoped for

And so much that I fought for

When days turn into weeks of feeling like I'm not who I could've been

When does this end?

Is this what I was made for?

I'm out of things to pray for

And so much of this time I realize was just a waste in the end

Is this the end?