Whatever I've Got

Yesterday I watched the sun creep through my room

I prayed that sleep would find me soon or even dreaming

Spent the evening keeping all of this at bay

People say “it seems you know everyone here”

Can you imagine something lonelier than that?

To be alone and know there’s no one left to save you

Anyway I try to trust in what I hear

I clutch my fabrications near and pull them close

As if the truth could give a damn about my comfort

And I’ll be fine in the end

I know I’ll be fine at the end of this

I’ll be fine with whatever I’ve got

Just give it to me now

I’m okay. I keep my head and heart from sinking

I never let myself think all that much about it

I don’t doubt that things are just the way they should be

But yesterday I reached a hand out in the night

I felt a shoulder pull back right as I grew near

And asked myself, “What have you gotten yourself into?”

And we’ll be fine at the end

I know you’ll be fine at the end of this

I’ll be fine with whatever I’ve got

Just give it to me now

I know, I know — you’ve been counting down the days

I know, I know — it’s getting to me too

I know, I know — the truth is coming due

I’ve been thinking ‘bout leaving for a couple of months

‘Cause this is driving me crazy and enough is enough

I’d try to say how I feel but that’s just pushing my luck

I’ll be fine at the end

I know I’ll be fine at the end of this

I’ll be fine with the end of us but

You’ve got to give it to me now