The Shift, the Blur

Picture perfect point of purpose Convincing me that I'm not worthless Stuck in hopelessness A depression and never wanting more You cared for me when I felt like it was over When I felt I could no longer keep this I'm screaming out for help, please help me I don't know if I want to tell you I'm stuck in a place that I hate So cold, drab and grey Not even knowing if you'd be there If you'd be there Thinking of all the things that I wanted to tell you All the things that I wanted to share I can't, I won't, I want, I choked I need you to know I know I'll never be that somebody But I can't see myself being anybody else And I know I'll never be that somebody But I can't see myself being anybody else Here we go again Just another chance for us to pretend That we don't know what to do Or where we are going But we know the past hurts And we know where to start But it's a leap I'm not ready to take I don't know what to do We never asked for this A rushed and hopeless mess I know I'll never be that somebody But I can't see myself being anybody else And I know I'll never be that somebody But I can't see myself being anybody else Your eyes, they hide the truth The shift, the blur, the proof of unhappiness All I can think about now Is the piece of my heart that left with you That left our home Where you belong Our room is empty, our room is cold I'm so cold, I need you, I miss you