I medicate myself so I don't have to feel the water rising

Or my lungs losing air

If I drown, will I find closure? Will I loose composure?

Will I even care?

How far will I sink

Before the depths consume me?

Will my feet ever touch the ground?

I can feel the current pulling me down

Drag the lake, but you won't find me

I'm too far down below

I'm so tired of treading water

Maybe it's time for me to let go

I'll destroy myself for the sake of feeling different

For the sake of feeling fine

And if I can't step back from this ledge

I'm sorry that I left you without saying goodbye

Drag the lake, but you won't find me

I'm too far down below

I'm so tired of treading water

Maybe it's time for me to let go

If I drift away, will it cure the ache?

Or will the pain find another heart to break?

What if the hurting doesn't end with me?

What if I end it all except the suffering?

Who will hold the weight that I can't carry?

Who will have to live once I'm dead and buried?

Drag the lake, but you won't find me

I'm too far down below

I'm so tired of treading water

Maybe it's time for me to let go

If I drift away, will it cure the ache?

Or will the pain find another heart to break?