Miracle

You keep me smiling but you laughing at my first name

I thought you changed but we always tryna live same

Not a chance but you somehow coming back

And I never thought a miracle would ever come to pass

Hear me out 'cause you're always on my head

Every day, every night and every breath

When you're gone I kinda wished I'm seeing death

Now I'm out here overthinking if I'm always getting tested

I never thought that the day would ever come

I'm Smoking weed, I'm getting drunk and having fun

It's never fun when you're always on the side

And you're deep inside your mind before she fucked another guy

Yeah

You wanna understand my pain right

Had to take an acid just to go and stand life

I've been feeling pain cause I'm never alright

Tried to take it slow I am here all might

You could say I am weird

Living life at second gear

Tried to go and OD adderall to go and end the fears

I've been never feeling peered where's the family that was here

I could go and make it better 'cause no one would even care

You could never see me on the low shit

I've been so maintained I'm really thinking I got motion

People always playing games I'm out here having notions

I don't wanna take it slow I wanna see the ocean

Right

Swimming with the fishes but I'm not your type

I don't wanna another I just want your sight

I don't wanna die but I will take flight

I won't make a promise but tonight's my night

You keep me smiling but you laughing at my first name

I thought you changed but we always tryna live same

Not a chance but you somehow coming back

And I never thought a miracle would ever come to pass

Hear me out 'cause you're always on my head

Every day, every night and every breath

When you're gone I kinda wished I'm seeing death

Now I'm out here overthinking if I'm always getting tested