Freaking Out

Pitch black then boom I'm part of this reality Time is of the essence And so is my sanity Everywhere I go I soak up new information With sophisticated computation I tried to predict and progress But I can't make any sense of this I'm numb to the bone upon my throne With everybody telling me to get in the zone But you know I'm... Dazed in adderall Caged like an animal Can't seem to keep control (With words as ammunition) Well I'm on a mission to pay attention and listen And absorb what I can, before my expiration I should really put the books down But I can't stop freaking out Are we nothing but a cocoon for the future Or just a simulation on a computer? What the fuck is all of this? And what happens when it ends? Will I just float through time and space Without a name or a face? Or do I just die and that's it? The end of my days, nothing happens Mum, I hope I get to see you After every ordeal that we've been through I fucking hope there's a heaven 'Cause I've got so much to tell you I'm on a mission from God To prove that God was a fraud And I am not gonna stop Until you've lived a day in my socks Self administered frontal lobotomy That's the only way you'll ever Get these ideas out of me I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out Shut the fuck up, don't tell me to calm down I'll relax when I'm six feet deep in the ground I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'll relax when I'm six feet deep in the ground