I burn myself to sleep at night

Collecting scars when all the blisters turn white

When you feel numb, then feeling something feels alright

So I hurt myself on purpose

Get past the surface of my life

Now it feels like a good time for a drink

You get anything wet enough and it's gonna sink

Down at the bottom it will get real you hard to think

What was I saying? Start again

Yes I am home

I am holding on

I am holding on by strings

I am hold'

I am holding on

Holding on to anything

I got nothing to give you

I got nothing to give you

But here I am tonight

When it got too hard to stick around

I took my, fill it too many pills and whatever else I found

Down at the bottom something new came out my mouth

However this was given living now

Yes I am home

I am holding on

I am holding on by strings

I am hold'

I am holding on

Holding on to anything

I got nothing to give you

I got nothing to give you

I got nothing to give you

Ohhh, nothing to give you

But here I am tonight

Here I am tonight

Here I am tonight

As it turns out sometimes the asshole wins

It'll stop your heart and make it hard to start again

If they're not busy fighting, may as well just pack it in

The fear just means I'm here

Let's begin

Yes I am home

I am holding on

I am holding on by strings

I am hold'

I am holding on

Holding on to anything

Yes I am home

I am holding on

I am holding on by strings

I am hold'

I am holding on

Holding on to anything

I got nothing to give you

I got nothing to give you

I got nothing to give you

Ohhh, nothing to give you

Here I am tonight