War With Myself

I'm at war with myself

Don't know how to ask for help

But I really need it

Walking through this crowd

I'm still alone somehow

But they don't see it

They say I should stick around but

I can't seem to let the words out

It's hard to deal with life when you're mind has a mind of its own

In time you realize

There's no such thing as closure

You get through you don't get over

Speak your mind

Every time

You think that you can't find a way

It's safe to say you're not ok

I'm at war with myself

I wish I was seeing someone else

When I look in the mirror

I hate that I can't help

That it's like going through hell

Every time I see her

They all love their own reflection

All I see is imperfection

It's hard to deal with life when you're mind has a mind of its own

In time you realize

There's no such thing as closure

You get through you don't get over

Speak your mind

Every time

You think that you can't find a way

It's safe to say you're not ok

In time you realize

There's no such thing as closure

You get through you don't get over

Speak your mind

Every time

You think that you can't find a way

It's safe to say you're not ok

I'm at war with myself

Don't know how to ask for help

But I really need it