Neurotypical (feat. Stemodity)

Lately

I've been plagued with your beliefs

It brings me to my knees but now i see

Rarely

Will I make ends meet

But now you've lost your control over me

(I can't control my thoughts, I cannot control anything)

Blanketed endlessly

Then on the edge of death

I tore the silk to shreds

And just let it be

I have no control before me

But the state of serenity

Is waiting with open arms

Open your eyes

And just let it be

Tell me, what's life to a nightmare?

Just tryna get the bigger picture but it's not clear

Sayin that you lookin for the answers but they're right there

Problem is that you just been a subject to the light dep

Tell me, if they came for your fam would you fight back?

Livin in a world declining, can't rise back

I been reaching for the meaning can't seem to find it

Guess you could say that's just the way they designed it

Life just ain't what it seem to be

Can't quite tell ya what it means to me

When we're corraled within our borders, tell me, how is it we're free?

Life is but a dream, yeah, life is but a dream

Tired of the lies they shovel in our way

Fed up with the games they been making us play

Done cause I been getting numb to the charade

I just gotta get away, I just gotta get away

You been feeling so lost

I been feeling so gone

Dealing with the feeling of feeling like I do not belong here

Don't think I'll be long here

I'm drowning in the doubt we'll make it out

This hole that turned our whole reality upside down

I lost my train of thought, I lost grip on reality

You can't control my life, I cannot control anything

I rot in this mess, it left me

Blanketed endlessly

Then on the edge of death

I tore the silk to shreds

And just let it be

I have no control before me

But the state of serenity

Is waiting with open arms

Open your eyes

And just let it be