Decay (feat. Stemodity)

Tired of being the thing you string along like i'm your dead weight

I been lately thinkin bout the way I lay awake, await another day

Of the faded fable that i'm chained to, keep it self-contained

Wish that I could just grow some

Scabbed-wings that I could fly away with

Runnin out of patience,

Can't seem to face it that you

Had some bad intentions you ain't gonna hear me mention

Your defection's been a blessing. been a lesson

Can't stress that enough yeah

Cause life's another kinda blunder we been sinkin in

And it aint gettin thinner like the lines that we been sniffin

I been goin too fast knew it'd never last

I'm through with the glue that held us two together at last

Cause I dont wanna go through

That again with you

And I know that we been so close, still you don't understand my view

Now my life ain't been so cold thanks to not being there with you

Sad to say, can't relate to the backwards way that you construe

Please dry the tears from your face love

Cause you're the only one that i think of

Said "whats on your mind?"

You didn't say much

There's a lot of things you just can't rush

I Didn't mean to pry i just wanted conversation

Didn't even lie when I said I cannot take this

Leave me all alone like you've done before

Leave me all alone just one time more

Yeah yeah i been second guessin every blessing in my past

It's criminal the way you left my heart cracked and bleeding

The longer that it sinks in, the deeper I be sinking

Lately I been thinking about things I coulda done diff

Come get me, lungs heavy, it's unsettling

Am I onto better things?

That ain't the way it seems

Tell me what makes you wanna

Crush all of my hopes and dreams

I'mma type-a one-a don't care whatcha say nah

We all gonna fade away one day, thank yah

For the motivation that I found within your hate,

I'm channeling it into what I sing every day, ha

You hear what I say but I don't think you get the message

I been falling hard under pressure

Do not get it twisted cause I ain't saying that I can't accept it

All I mean is we can't go back to how we left it

It's depressing

Please dry the tears from your face love

Cause you're the only one that i think of

Said "whats on your mind?"

You didn't say much

There's a lot of things you just can't rush

I Didn't mean to pry i just wanted conversation

Didn't even lie when I said I cannot take this

Leave me all alone like you've done before

Leave me all alone just one time more

Could you tell me why I feel what I feel like

Still outta tears might

Meal outta thrill

Oughta still have a real bite

Deal with what I deal with

No i aint feel it go get real with it

Fueled by the truth that you fear

Get the deal quick get wrecked on the mental

Dont stoop too low to the big bro

Specially out of the madness

That brings you to fathom the fears everlasting

You deal what you after

No more satisfaction

Part of the reaction to a real deal

I still feel intact after blast but past aint there, nah

I been feeling weird but still i steer on

Onwards to the better path thats near

See clear now we backtrack cant get past that

Yeah i fueled that no I cant react to my actions

Through all the traction we trecking in

Do I got your blessings in me

Dont that seem friendly

I cant be really

Sperratic im at it again

And the path that im on has been lettin in

The key in my medicine that you just so readily

Happen to be on already im back to reality

Cant even fathom the alchemy participating

In what my brain is displaying

Say, is it decaying?

I dont know, I throw that out of the window

Of seeing the issue at hand

What was the plan?

How'd you react to the fact that we there

Already ya scared of the outcome

Where'd we be without it

Stay lifted and grounded simultaneous til ya found it

And reroute to the path that your brain can't stand

Take away what you can from that

And erase the plan