Sunburnt In July

In the inormity of love

You know I

Seem to just forget myself

My heads so far right up my ass

There's no way

I could ever asked for help

In the intensity of youth found feeling

More like an airport terminal

I'm up

I'm down

I'm inbetween

I'm overthinking everything

I plan the flowers for my funeral

Now I'm sunburnt in July

Guess I haven't been outside

Enough

Call myself a real good guy

Hoping that'll get me by

Thought I was doing the best for both of us

But welcome to my goddamn mind

It's bad with names and worse with faces

It's full of air

It's full of you

It's full with pictures stuck with glue

I'm scared of all those empty spaces

Now everybody's got their quick fix lovin'

I keep my head down

Fuck, I just keep running

Still got that pain behind my ear

It's been there for twenty years

Screaming "Noah come on, you do something"

It sounds like this

Your not that special

Everything will fade

Now I'm sunburnt in July

Guess I haven't been outside

Enough

Call myself a real good guy

Hoping that'll get me by

Thought I was doing the best for both of us

If its between you and I

Don't run until the lightning hits the sky loud

Loudest people seem to have the most to hide

I'm standing quiet with my arms stretched out wide

Now I'm sunburnt in July

Guess I haven't been outside

Enough

Call myself a real good guy

Hoping that'll get me by

Thought I was doing the best for both of us