制作
出演艺人
Telltale
表演者
作曲和作词
John Carteret
词曲作者
Timothy Fogg
词曲作者
Travis Slack
词曲作者
Bryce Marshall
词曲作者
Zachary Jones
词曲作者
歌词
[Verse 1]
Worry more, love myself less
Press eject, forget the reset
Never hit the rewind, finish it
On the floor with my old VHS
[Verse 2]
Like a tape, you can play me
Put me in when you're lonely
Pressure buildin' up till my ears ring
I've still been reachin' for the kitchen sink
[Verse 3]
That sinkin' feeling tied my hands and both my feet
Had to cut the rope, been forgettin' how to breathe
And now I'm givin' up again
Another eighty milligrams
Between the medicine my therapist prescribes
The angst in my veins and the late night drives
No one seems to recognize the pain in my eyes
[Verse 4]
It's like the chemicals that keep life stable gave up on me
It's not my fault that I don't understand what makes you happy
'Cause how can I know fulfillment when I have never felt it?
So don't ask me what you need
'Cause I know it won't be me
[Verse 5]
Like a fish tank, my head swims
Ibuprofen for the bed spins
Death is lookin' with an evil grin
Grinnin', turnin' into grimacin'
[Verse 6]
That evil smile got me feelin' paranoid
Had me runnin' scared ever since I was a boy
Now he's comin' out again
Yeah, that's who I really am
Between the thoughts tucked up in my hollow brain
The ink in my skin and the scars on my leg
My life's been rearranged
My disposition's changed
[Verse 7]
It's like the chemicals that keep life stable gave up on me
It's not my fault that I don't understand what makes you happy
'Cause how can I know fulfillment when I have never felt it?
So don't ask me what you need
'Cause I know it won't be me
[Verse 8]
Yeah, I know it won't be me
[Verse 9]
It's like the chemicals that keep life stable gave up on me
It's not my fault that I don't understand what makes you happy
'Cause how can I know fulfillment when I have never felt it?
So don't ask me what you need
'Cause I know it won't be me
[Verse 10]
(That evil smile got me feelin' paranoid)
(Had me runnin' scared ever since I was a boy)
(Now he's comin' out again)
(Yeah, that's who I really am)
[Verse 11]
Yeah, I know it won't be me
[Verse 12]
(Between the thoughts tucked up in my hollow brain)
(The ink in my skin and the scars on my leg)
(My life's been rearranged)
(My disposition's changed)
Written by: Bryce Marshall, John Carteret, Timothy Fogg, Travis Slack, Zachary Jones