rest up

All by myself, 4:30 AM

Why can't I sleep now?

I feel the urge to call you again

I know it's not real, just stuck on repeat

I'm sorry, but I never intended to put this weight on you

But honey, I

Darling, I'm trying to get better

I keep forgetting these things that are important to me

Darkness gets stuck on my mind and I get blinded

I wish I could get a break so I can rest up

And I could finally see what really matters to me

Woke up again

What can I do to get my shit together?

I thought the nights were made for sleeping tight

They just blind my sight

In my head, a fight

Such a waste of time, yeah

I keep forgetting these things that are important to me

Darkness gets stuck on my mind and I get blinded

I wish I could get a break so I can rest up

And I could finally see what really matters to me

But honey, I

Darling, I'm trying to get better

Darling, I

Honey, I'm trying to get better