If

If I let you in, will you wait?

Will you wait on me

Till I'm the person I was aimed to be

All the shadows, I draw

To have something

To hide behind and I hide there

For hours, watching faces

I wish weren't mine

Let me close my eyes

Dream about the forest

And the beauty they give birth to

When I lay my eyes on them

Let me color all your shadows

Make them shimmer in the night

Stay there if you leave

Give me the honest memory

If I let you in

I've been dreaming of the people

Who were always never you

Sleepwalking through life

Color in my face with every lie

The more I do the more I realize

It all leads back to you

You are really something else