Ima a slave for this alcohol

Since a kid I use to beg for this alcohol

Shoulder tapping making plays for this alcohol

Sometimes I wonder How I pay for this alcohol

I'll Pray for this alcohol

Scrape change for this alcohol

Some say I prolly paved the way for this alcohol

I’m on my way to catch a case for this alcohol

I’m tryna see a better day

But It’s safe to say i stay for this alcohol

By fourth grade I drank a forty ounce of malt liquor

Small liver

Mickeys got me going all hiccups

Allsup's was the store pick up

Beer, Blunts, chimichangas,

And such

Swisher sweets ain’t

Nothing wrong wit a Dutch

We roll it up and puff it’s free smoke

Soon as I hear the beat yo

I take another chug

Then I’m in beast mode

A freak show

The way I eat flows

I see these weak hoes

But they ain’t vito

They can’t compete bro

They claim the street code

But ain’t no g tho

I see em creep slow

Then try to reload

That’s when I leap frog

Get up like sea saw

And blow like C4

I took the detour

And went the back route behind the crack house

They mad foul

Paranoid and pull macs out

They blacked out I see the black cloud wrapped round they past now

That’s when I mash out

Too lit to crash now

My last round

I pour the whole fifth

Marlboro smoking

Thinking about my

Friends that’s overdosing 

Street comatose and

They so sick

Plus they soul sick

You think it’s covid

The city broken

And feeling hopeless Wit mixed emotions

The doctors potion

Pop these for coping

See they the culprit

Prescribed a dosage

And she get so lit

She think she floating

She in the ocean

It’s so utopic

She think she golden

She can’t control it

The pains too potent

And now she jonesing

She losing focus

She took the whole script

Now she convulsing

Shit

Ima a slave for this alcohol

Since a kid I use to beg for this alcohol

Shoulder tapping making plays for this alcohol

Sometimes I wonder How I pay for this alcohol

I'll pray for this alcohol

Scrape change for this alcohol

Some say I prolly paved the way for this alcohol

I’m on my way to catch a case for this alcohol

I’m tryna see a better day

But It’s safe to say i stay for this alcohol

Everyday I’m catching flight

I call it life it’s just begun

And my brother got me praying for the problems we become

Drinking smoking

Think we copping

But we broken on the run

Sipping liquor

And can’t see the bigger picture

Is his son

He giving up daily

It’s the same story

Don’t know that he paved way for me

Made for me

I wanted to be like him since I was young

He said tell me when it’s over

Life ain’t no fun if I’m sober

This a clearer view

I’m here wit you

Don’t waste all your time sulking

I can’t open ya eyes to see gotta see it for yourself

Like my children need me

Still I’m bleeding

Feel I need no help

Tell me what you do for drugs and alcohol and all the fame

15 minutes then you finished

And you left with all this pain

No wonder why they sympathize

You self loathing on the shelf

And bury these feeing deep inside you

No one knows just what you felt

We beg borrow steal and kill I still I feel I need a fix

I’m an addict it’s a habit grab it once it hits the lips

Then I’m good again

I feel content

I taste the way you love

What a mind to waste

The time it takes

It’s safe to say it’s us

The whole world sleeping

Got me thinking that it’s time to wake em up

Just know ya life is good sometimes it’s hard don’t live beside the crutch 

Tell somebody

Tell ya mama

Tell ya buddy

Tell ya peers

Tell ya brothers

Tell ya sisters

Tell ya father

Tell ya kids

Tell em the problems that we facing

Cause it’s been like this for years

No longer live life inside of fear

Cheers!

Ima a slave for this alcohol

Since a kid I use to beg for this alcohol

Shoulder tapping making plays for this alcohol

Sometimes I wonder How I pay for this alcohol

I'll pray for this alcohol

Scrape change for this alcohol

Some say I prolly paved the way for this alcohol

I’m on my way to catch a case for this alcohol

I’m tryna see a better day

But It’s safe to say i stay for this alcohol