Tortured Decline

I'm sorry for some of the things I said And others I don't feel bad at all I worry because I don't feel bad at all Is that a problem or is it fine? Is this psychosis only mine? And mine alone? And mine alone? But I'm losing sleep over you Tonight you sleep next to somebody new And I see our tortured decline Every night I see our tortured decline I don't want to think about you When I go to sleep tonight But I think that torturing myself with you Is all that feels right anymore I know I'm lost But I'm afraid of being discovered here I know I shouldn't be in this place I've heard it all before, dear But I'm losing sleep over you Tonight you sleep next to somebody new And I see our tortured decline Every night I see our tortured decline