I Hate Horror (Sharp and Harsh Sounds)

I expect I'll spend my birthday here but it's not until January I didn't mind being here for the first 3 weeks but after that I got restless and bored I can barely plan ahead and neither can anyone else around me I'm stuck with limited resource and a brain full of dead beats Dead beats are neither hot or cold but simply neutral Full of life yet softly spoken and hard to be grateful for Sometimes it's the right amount of clarity needed to shoehorn in a fresh clean slate In an ideal world I wouldn't be here but somewhere else I didn't want to be Definitely not Lanzarote Not again How are you Are you well Apparently we mean that now Surprising that it takes this much for half the world to mean it Did they not mean it before Was it just me that asked and meant it At the same time it's not surprising that it took this long It's all just one big surprise at this point Not knowing is the worst part of it all Like a horror movie simply designed to scare The cheap kind with little thought and effort I hate horror It's nice to hear from you again I've got another idea for someone I can speak to so I don't have to bother you anymore They won't mind I've got a lot to tell them Goodbye for now and stay really safe Goodbye I hate horror