At the Top

This might seem a little fake sometimes... but that don't excuse it.

I'll pack up my shit, that's fine. I don't need this mess.

I might be a little late sometimes and we'll exchange excuses.

At least I can say I tried. Just admit it, it's useless.

I'll brush it off, cause I'll fall again.

When I'm at the top, I know that's not the end.

Can we go back to the days when we were golden?

Relapse, I'll relax.

Get me back in my own head and maybe then... I'll be fine