Uh

Momma told me

She said there's always somethin to live for

Just keep goin

Then you'll learn your purpose on this earth boy

Well

It's hard to hear her while I'm passed out

I'm on the hard floor dreaming about a penthouse

The liquor love got me seeing stars under its blouse

It's got the Milky Way and bitch I want it in my mouth

Hennything is possible if you just see it out

My confidence on Johnny Bravo come and test me now

I had the rope, wanted to see if it could hold me down

But I moved on that is no longer my rationale

So what the fuck am I supposed to do now that I'm out

I'm used to tears and thunderstorms

I felt like I would drown

Thought about gettin baptized again

Because recently I've been lookin back on all of my sins

All of the things I've said

Things y'all will never hear

Because it don't sit right

Somehow it's turned into fear

Fear that God don't love me

Even though I know he does

Fear that the devil is smiling

Because he smoked me up

I'm really done with the weed

Because it turns me insane

Been hurting my family

Don't wanna see them in pain

No more

No more

I might still sip a little but I don't wanna end up

On the floor

Like who is this

Damn that's not me

I know I'm sick

But it will not kill me

It was always some kinda rock to tie my string around

It was there or a hard place where I was usually found

Let it sink to the bottom watch the surface from the ground

I'm in the raft my sad underwater compound

But I stuck with the current and I'm fully unbound

Now I'm seeing for the first time what life's really about

As I rise I see the beauty in the fish crowd

I can't fully soar but one day I'll rest upon the clouds

I'm on the surface

The sky is perfect

The sun is setting

The waves is calm

I'm pushed along

This feels like heaven

This could be it and we ain't know

We was too busy fretting

Fuck it, it is what it is

I'm just gon keep it pressing

Honestly I'm happy with my circle cause I'm swimming

Word to Mac I take it day by day I'm gon keep thriving

I got no faith but if it's true I hope there's peace in it

It's good to know if life's a dream one day I'll wake up smiling

You're okay

It's all right

You're doing fine

Just don't float too soon (Let my balloons go now I'm free)

Don't float too soon

We're not balloons (I can't say I'll make it but we'll see)

We're not balloons

We wanna see you again (Let my balloons go now I'm free)

Me, scope and all of your friends (I can't say I'll make it but we'll see)

I said we wanna see you again (Let my balloons go now I'm free)

Me, scope and all of your friends (I can't say I'll make it but we'll see)

Let my balloons go now I'm free

I can't say I'll make it but we'll see

Is this what it feels like