Navy Soul

Slowly taking them fingers out of my ears Letting in soft airwaves Opening my eyes Now just laying Anticipating While having all these shitstorms Knocking my door And I don't know whether I should go Or just give up, lights out, flames down Fuck it up all Kinda need you wanna leave you Can't see all clearly without you Mixing my mind with your sad type Just some really bad kind of vibe Taking over me Ain't gonna let you see me like this Kicking in like ecstasy Want you to let me be Taking over me Ain't gonna let you see me like this Kicking in like ecstasy Want you to let me be All alone You know I don't let go Cause you're the one that's always There for me Until you're here with me alone Cannot cope with this brain filled with Black and gold Guess my soul is just so old ish Can't take a hi, goodbye Or fake a single smile Don't wanna leave it all behind But not a chance I'd let you eat me up alive Kinda want you wanna hunt you Can't see nearly enough of you Now I'm a time bomb saying tick tock Building walls 'round me I don't wanna talk Taking over me Ain't gonna let you see me like this Kicking in like ecstasy Want you to let me be My soul is so navy Addictive distancy in me Slowing down way aggressively Hitting highs they can't see