June 26th, 1998

I’ve been let down, ungently, left to ponder what’s taken place

I repair my keep starin’ at his small sleepin’ face

Everything’s a phase and I’ve come such a long way

I’ve given all to appease and I've owned enough hell to pay

Strategy is my biggest tool in this universal tournament

Merciless inducing turbulence to touch my pertinence

It’s all so enlightening, it always above

The ultimate prevail, [valianese] of a moment

Forces interlocking fusing ethereal motion

Life is but a deal, so many noble notions

Good breakfast, make a checklist, alphabetize my records

All this struggling that I endure has made my back and neck hurt

That slab of worms and roots we rape to rot in

It wasn’t my fault, I thought and thought, yet it’s taunt…

Expand through the stages, everyday’s a knew planet

But still flew uncompletion after I run the gamut

Nature, health, knowledge, success

Woman, man, trust, progress

Culture, frailty, healing, destiny

Endurance, family, science, society

The music, the soul, healing, [lyin’…]

Health, security, drugs, time…

Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence

Smiles, love, chance, relevance

Commission myself to a cause, but of course I want some exchange

The sun dying feeling is the strongest in my emotion range

Passion position it, now hunger for the kisses, convulsing

Lusting, clutch me, hold me, touch me, thrusting, thrusting

We all [pause] at my anger, grutted and gritted

As we rummage in the aftermath, we attain nothing that we wanted

Easy is chosen, but “hard is to ground” understood

Drawing a front line thin between "mustn’t" and "should"

At ease, no worrying scurrying around to accomplish

That’s all taken care of, relax, no need to ask

It hurts so good, misunderstood

I wouldn’t leave it even, even when I wish that I could

And from here all is clear, playthings become anew, I knew it all

I always thought beyond my imagination, my perception’s a misleading tool

Of gravity, of relativity, of no accord

An earthly genuine attempt to clone what is formed

What it’s beholding molding, constantly expanding and constructing

There’s no foreseen or happening, obstructing

The pure reason random beyond results

Always shaping or happened, it's fate's only [in sold]

Voice gang rape by talent medium in question

Impregnated by all three of 'em, invade expression

We’ll just take a cylinder to symbolize the presence of no presence

Hollow in courage shake in the space of it’s worthlessness

A slow gather of scars peddles and appearances

As a firm grasp becomes one composite experience

From oil and sludge, a new shadow strikes the planets

In the beginning there was darkness, womanness and mannish

All the way to, up, up and away to take

The steps through the gate that separates the garden from the snakes

Open my information highway to intake

To fill this puddle for us swelling, transition to a lake

… Wrinkle of energy from empty

A duty, weathering the damage to fix [(a kiss)]

This is why I’m here, where are my trophies?

Give me back my land and heart and family, man, I’m parched

What you need, identical to what I hold above your head

Take heed, read my gospel, memorize all that I said

Next, make it better than the last was built

Next, do it again this time, looking that which you were dealt

Nature, health, knowledge, success

Woman, man, trust, progress

Culture, frailty, healing, destiny

Endurance, family, science, society

The music, the soul, healing, [lyin’…]

Health, security, drugs, time…

Trials, hunt, advanced, innocence

Smiles, love, chance, relevance

Fortune, health, knowledge, success

Woman, man, trust, progress

Culture, faith. healing, destiny

Endurance, family, science, society

Music, soul, healing, mind

Health, security, drugs, time

Trial, hunts, advanced, innocence

Smiles, love, chance, relevance