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I've been letting things happen you know giving it up to God

Receiving what I've been giving then feeling I'm getting robbed

I've lower my expectations I've put ambition on hold

I know what channel to watch but I'm handing him the remote

To control

All of my wishes

Let go

Of all suspicions

I'll let you write this chapter you give it to me when finished

Don't proof read it to see if you captured life to my liking

I wanna go against you but scared ill get struck by lightening

So I chill on it

The shit I'm saying shock you like electric eels don't it

I mean I continue to live life with no direction

I'm stressing

Look toward heaven for my blessings

I'm looking through my inbox man I didn't get the message

That I was just a puppet or a slave to the most high

You don't look for answers you live your life through your closed eyes

I'm not in harmony with God or the universe

See I've been blaming them And never understood them first

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Seeing my problems in full frontal vision 20/20

Im not motivated I've been making money

I've been making music I've meeting hunnies

I was doing thangs

Being ungrateful that attitude started to ruin thangs

I tried to catch up but I still wasn't focused so there was no point in pursuing thangs

The law of attraction was giving me what I was putting out into the world

These mixed signals different frequencies clashing hard with these girls

Thought all this drama was uninvited

I put my best fist forth to fight it

Gained an ego became the ogoat developed a complex

Now I don't like it

Honestly I wanna change my surroundings I'm saving my soul I don't need a sidekick

If I'm building my future off what is...then I'm not excited

There's more to it deliberate creation

I want it but...the dilemma I'm facing Got me lost and helpless

I've been feeling like you don't want it **** am I being selfish

I tell myself I'm making these decisions quite responsibly

But then I end up turning harmless people to monstrosities

And then run to my castle just so I can build myself back up

Yall need to stop the judgment and allow me to be me for once