Aware of My Role (feat. Jahkeese)

Hold up, wait just a minute

Trying to figure this shit in just a sittin

All they wanna talk about drugs so they fit-in

I just wanna talk my pain when I’m spittin

Gotta different motive, yea I got a different opinion

Trying to get back cause it’s sure been a minute

Spent a few months to my self, bedridden

Can’t be alone, by myself no kidding

Pushed to the edge, now I’m pressing these plates

Stayed on my grind, so I’m dropping more tapes

Numbers go up, so I’m getting more plays

I thought that I told y’all this wasn’t no “phase”

Cause I came to astound boy I came to amaze

I’m Just thanking the lord, gotta give his some praise

On just getting me here and thru all them bad days

And believe when I say I was made for the stage

From a young age, no I couldn’t hide it

Now that it’s here, I get excited

Speak from Hy heart, attention divided

Learn from mistakes then I rewrite it

So don’t you belittle, my lyrics a riddle

And I’m breaking them down with a hammer & sickle, Just trying to be civil but stick in the middle and feeling the pain of a trauma hospital

But I am aware, withdrawing care

Believe that I’m aware

Don’t you think that I’m aware of my role

I know, that I’m in control

Still holding on my own, my own

And knowing that an audience awaits me

Is such

Desensitizing relief That I can believe

I said I know

They hated on the low

Always use to talk about my clothes

Laughed for not having a phone

I was so sad but nobody knows it

Stuck to myself yea that was the code

Making this music damn I’m on a roll

Chasing my dreams but it’s a long road

I am so close I’m right the door

So I’m the chosen one

The golden one

Best one out the bunch

I finally won

Tell me do you see me now

I just begun

No I’m not the only son

But I’m the runt

You should see our pictures now

I’m in the front

Problems in the past I beat

-overcome

-probably make a masterpiece

-already done

-still following my path of life

-A major hunt uh

Don’t you think that I’m aware of my role

I know, that I’m in control

Still holding on my own, my own

And knowing that an audience awaits me

Is such, desensitizing relief

That I can believe