Sail

If I was heartless

Well that would make it easier

To say the things I need to

But I run instead

I wish I was hollow

'Cause then the pill I have to swallow

Wouldn't choke me up

Infect my soul again

I don't know how I got like this

I wish I wasn't so helpless

But every time I try to

I'm too paralyzed to

Get the poison off my chest

I didn't wanna fail again

Watch another ship sail again

I'm no good at goodbyes

I can't look in your eyes

You would never understand

I wish it were easy

I hate it that you think you need me

Said it from the start

That I'm no good at love

Don't try to read me

Some books should stay closed believe me

Please don't fall apart

For what this never was

I don't know how I got like this

I wish I wasn't so helpless

But every time I try to

I'm too paralyzed to

Get the poison off my chest

I didn't wanna fail again

Watch another ship sail again

I'm no good at goodbyes

I can't look in your eyes

You would never understand

I don't know how I got like this

I wish I wasn't so helpless

But every time I try to

I'm too paralyzed to

Get the poison off my chest

I didn't wanna fail again

Watch another ship sail again

I'm no good at goodbyes

I can't look in your eyes

You would never understand