Anesthetized

When will I let go?

My pain is numbing in the worst way

Blinded by the light

I let my fear guide me away from you

Away from here

Hopeless and afraid

I've reached the bottom

I've failed you

I grow weaker by the day

So fragile

I've failed you

I grow weaker by the day

So fragile

Is this bliss or misery?

I begin to claw my way out

It's not hard to see

I've failed myself