Pop Speaks/Pop

Yeah Uh Take a look at what my life been Coulda had it worse But I ain't realize it back then Living through a curse I'm Steady tryna be the right man Searching for what I have Only when I got a flight plan Overseas With dreams I wanna make reality Know you didn't mean it Pop But I was just a casualty Know you see yourself And your mistakes When you look at me But I know you did your best And never waited for emergencies But on the real though It's still times when (I'm scared) Tryna find the balance Figure out How did I get here They say To be a man You gotta walk around with no fear But I'm just a boy If they see me shedding one tear Never thought that I would be the voice Of what was done here Always used to wonder Why you never wanna come here After all Your son here Momma say you do care But I'm guessing life is better where you at If you're to compare These Nahimean Lemme talk my talk Just listen Uh Yeah Now I understand why momma always wanna look at me Show me to her friends Steady smiling and was hooking me Gonna make her proud When everybody get to booking me Talking shows Cuz I'll be on the road And that's a guarantee Know if you was here That You would understand And would agree And maybe if you wanted too Then I could have you come with me Share a couple beers After shows Having fun with me But the world could never know How the moon and the sun can be When Ocean Eyes Can make the tide turn Thought it would be one way Till it buss a U-turn Thought it would Sunday And this little light of mine Would burn But I had to grow up one day And realize I had to learn These Ocean Eyes See something different How do you make up for time And put a dent in put a dent in all the distance How I'm posed to make my mind up And keep my head lifted When I feel like ain't no memories In any of these pictures You wanna paint a picture to the world That life was perfect But I guess that being picture perfect Never really worth it As shocking as it was I never gave up on the circuit But was tryna piece together What it needs to get it working Knew that I would get it one day And that's for certain Never knew my life was just a show With closed curtains Never knew how long That I'd be carrying this burden So had to learn to hate the action And to love to person Pop So Look me in my eyes While I'm writing you these verses I guess that it was time for all these words to finally surface Gotta face the facts So I can ally with my purpose And give in to this music Swear this shit is so coercive Know that sounds a lot But I can tell you what the worst is Wanna share with you I'm tired of doing all the searching Wanna let you father me But doubt is steady lurking Know you reaching out to me But you gotta know that I'm hurting Pop I'm scared I'm scared