I feel blank

Like the pages in my life that fate forgot to write, fate forgot to write

The pain overpowers pleasure this time around

But I always find myself going for another round

This drink just brings me fucking down

Try to cut it out to see if I’ll be found

This drink just brings me fucking down

Try to cut it out to see if I’ll be found

I don’t know how I feel about these changes

It’s all different and I can’t quite explain it

No longer do I feel complacent

And I don’t know if I want to maintain this

I don’t know how I feel about these changes

It’s all different and I can’t quite explain it

No longer do I feel complacent

And I don’t know if I want to maintain this

I embrace every moment I have to myself

Why is it so different to look into oneself

Being around others doesn’t quite feel the same

At this fucking point I’m not sure who’s to blame

Silence has become my best friend

And I'm afraid it will stay that way until the bitter end

Till the bitter end

Till the bitter end

I don’t know how I feel about these changes

It’s all different and I can’t quite explain it

No longer do I feel complacent

And I don’t know if I want to maintain this

I don’t know how I feel about these changes

It’s all different and I can’t quite explain it

No longer do I feel complacent

And I don’t know if I want to maintain this

Sweet dreams avoid me now

Forever searching but never found

Sweet dreams avoid me now

Blank scattered pages buried deep into the ground

Sweet dreams avoid me now

Blank scattered pages buried deep in the ground