Hurts to Laugh

A once in a lifetime opportunity

And there's no telling what you'll do to me

I'm over the border

I'm neck-lined in water

And over my shoulder, you'll always be

There's nothing I'm missing

That's worth reminiscing

I don't like how much I like it

Tonight's the night

And it's a high tide of tasteless water

So raise a glass and drown in it

It hurts to laugh at the jokes you don't get

If I could fix my two left feet

A better son, I'd be

You told me once you knew me

Now I'm begging you, begging you to do it

It left a bruise

I choked on the hue

Studied the profile, it looked like you

Ten years in a vice

And it's a twenty dollar session for the rest of my life

Saccharin-texts-to-dead-friends depression

Repenting, science fiction, secret Spotify sessions

Horcrux exes, left hexed, thin skin, weak stomach

Wondering if other opened letters feel gutted

There's no easy way to say, but I've got to

Find a better way to get on too

There's something about you that's gone rotten

You go your way, I'll act like I forgot

No easy way to say, but I've got to

Find a better way to get on too

A part of myself I loved, then lost

So you go your way, I'll act like I forgot mine

I'll shed my bandage, and I'll show you where the brand is

Wish I could say that I don't mind it that I'm out and free, and clear

A lot of salt behind the tears

The hate still ringing in my ears

Tough to roll with the punches when they're landing on the mirror

Old Habits die hard

Yeah, It's all so hard to hear

There's no easy way to say, as I

Find a better way to get on too

Something about you that's gone rotten

You go your way, I'll act like I forgot

No easy way to say, but I've got to

Find a better way to get on too

A part of myself I loved, then lost

So you go your way, I'll act like I forgot mine

So you go your way, I'll act like I forgot mine

Like I forgot mine