Play Pretend

Like a paper in the air caught in the wind

Depression and loneliness, it's all I have won

I try to show the best of me

Every second of my existence is a fight

But if I don't change, who will do it for me

An aura of light above of my head

And the bottomless well of hell inside of my chest

It drew me and call me

I can't awake alone but I'll try again and again

I feel good in these walls but I play pretend

The smile on my face, the tears in my brain

I feel good in these walls but I play pretend

The scars in my veins

The joy to hide my pain

Yeah it's all good in a world that’s upside down

I try to ignore my emotions but my eyes can't lie

I am here but there's no presence inside

I feel good in these walls but I play pretend

Of course motherfucker I feel bad everyday

It's not your medecine that will change my day

My life is fucked up and I destroy everything I touch

Show me the way out of this fucking maze

Cause I just dig my own grave

I'm sure it's trapped, the ground will open under my feet and I'll fall apart

I only see the dark, never the light

I'm wearing a mask to talk to you today, tomorrow, forever and always

I feel good in these walls but I play pretend

The smile on my face, the tears in my brain

I feel good in these walls but I play pretend

The scars in my veins

The joy to hide my pain

Yeah it's all good in a world that’s upside down

I try to ignore my emotions but my eyes can't lie

I am here but there's no presence inside

I feel good in these walls but I play pretend

Can you see

Yeah yeah

Yeah can you see

Can you see

Yeah can you see the joy on my face

Yeah