Like Always

If I could go back in time I would, surely change a few things I would not walk away but would stay When I'm drunk I get nostalgic and all I think about is the old days and veejays I hate getting old but it's a privilege I know Each birthday before I hit the stairway Yes I need to know what is wrong or right Was it true or false is it black or white Going up going down love or hate got no faith Should I make it left or make it right Yes I need more time to make up my mind Still confused feel abused shall I hit rewind Will blowup or breakdown love or hate got no faith Will I ever find what I'm looking for I guess we are all the same we are never satisfied Everyday seems to slip away I wish I could live forever but I know I will have to go Someday in someway It's funny how time flies The clock is ticking I know Dooms day, no way Yes I need to know what is wrong or right Was it true or false is it black or white Going up going down love or hate got no faith Should I make it left or make it right Yes I need more time to make up my mind Still confused feel abused shall I hit rewind Will blowup or breakdown love or hate got no faith Will I ever find what I'm looking for I told you that we could be happy again I failed you one more time Like always like always