Never There

Shattered glass broken walls

Holes were made that could never be healed

All the lies you always told

The words you said I could never feel

Found comfort in a shadow

But It's hard to comfort shadows

Didn't want to have let you go

But I don't have the strength

How can I ever love if I didn't prepare for war

How am I supposed to fight for someone that can't be found

Never was taught to feel don't even know how to care

So how can I ever love if you were never there

Ancient bones hold me up

Stronghold

here in my blood

Always in your shadows

But I'm done with all your

shadows

Know I have to let it go

To save my own strength

How can I ever love if I didn't prepare for war

How am I supposed to fight for someone that can't be

found

I never was taught to feel don't even know how to care

So how can I ever love if you were never there

Know I was patient

While you kept me waiting

My heart on my sleeve

And my soul on the pavement

I tried to put all the pieces together

The cuts and the shards

Never now always never

How can I ever love if I didn't prepare for war

How am I supposed to fight for someone that can't be found

I never was taught to feel don't even know how to care

So how can I ever love if you were never there

How can I ever love

If you were never there