I lay awake in the night time

Dark thoughts

Keep racing through my mind

I might say I’m okay

But I'm not fine

I might say I'm okay

But I'm not fine

Save me from my mind

All my friends are working on wall street and shit

So when they ask me what i'm up to

I just plead the 5th

Cause they just laugh if you a Soundcloud rapper

Saying to reevaluate your life, you got it ass backwards

But fuck their negative energy

I know this shit meant for me

I know this my destiny

And I'm striving for longevity

Not over night celebrity

So I just need time

But I don’t know how much is left for me

And why's it that

Peace mind is so hard to find

Makes me wish I could back

To a simpler time like when

Nick was channel 33

And I was balling everyday

And life was so carefree

But as hoop dreams deflate

I find new schemes to chase

And I'm not chasing no hoes

Nah the music's what I chose

So now my new goal

Is to travel the globe

Spitting verses so cold

They make earlobes froze

And

I’m only in my early 20s

But it’s feeling it's now or never

Doubtful thoughts make me feel like it ain’t get better

I need to get it together

But it's hard with thoughts of failing prevailing

They’ll have you flailing in your sleep

And that’ll make you an insomniac

It’s 4am you breaking down just trynna keep ya mind intact

Especially when those visions so vicious

They get to twisting perception

And make you question your mission

Like what if I hit 30

And I still haven't made it

Still broke as fuck, and making music in my momma's basement

Oh dios mío

Estoy perdido

I am

Lost

Falling victim to my thoughts

Falling victim to my thoughts

Yea

Lost, falling victim to my thoughts

I lay awake in the night time

Dark thoughts

Keep racing through my mind

I might say I’m okay

But I'm not fine

I might say I'm okay

But I'm not fine

Save me from my mind