What U Wanted

I wake up in my bed alone again

I’ts not like me.

I haven’t been the same me

Since you left.

Cause you fucking broke me

The roses in the window that I bought for you

They keep remind me

Of what we had

I’ve tried so many times to understand it

I wonder if it’s what you wanted

I’ts hell when it breaks

You fucked this up now what’s your problem?

I carry this weight

You told me that you would be honest

If i'm staying away

But you could have called me but the truth is you’re afraid

I know you weren’t down for forever and that’s fine

But I’ve tried to save us two so many times

Used to have coffee cup ready every morning

Used to make the sun appear while it was pouring

And all that's left to say is you never will be mine

I wonder if it’s what you wanted

I’ts hell when it breaks

You fucked this up now what’s your problem?

I carry this weight

You told me that you would be honest

If i'm staying away

But you could have called me but the truth is you’re afraid

I wonder if you ever think of me

Cause i still think of you

From time to time

But now i'm so lost

When i'm without you

And every time I looked into your eyes

I saw my forever

I wonder if it’s what you wanted

I’ts hell when it breaks

You fucked this up now what’s your problem?

I carry this weight

You told me that you would be honest

If i'm staying away

But you could have called me but the truth is you’re afraid