Changes, Lately I've been feeling some changes

Thoughts you could call them so dangerous

They seem to come and go but

They're mostly to stay here

Words like you'll never be good enough

You'll never get it done

Yeah look at you giving up

No one's ever cared of anything you're putting out

You give your all and you're getting back minimum

Yeah I know yeah I know

All the times that I'm low

I sit back in this corner and I'm writing a song

I've got no one to call never had that really

I felt like a burden

Didn't reach out to any

Minds Heavy so my head's down daily

Living through mistakes yeah I've made some maybe

Admitting some things that I've lived through

That might be an issue

Cutting through my skin's like ripping through tissue

Changes, lately I've been feeling some changes

Things I want to give but I can't 'cause I'm nameless

People that I love, want to help them, it pains me

I can't 'cause I'm not quite there with this music

It pays less than working every hour

Every day till I'm faded

What a big price to be paid yeah

Giving up on normal behaviour

Yeah, I remember sitting in my room for a decade

Didn't move for second, when I left I thought it would stay behind, but it didn't

Now it follows me still every day is a reminder, what I hated about me

Why I stayed out of your way

What it meant to be lonely

And this feeling of wanting some relief

And then knowing that this peace

Wasn't something in my reach

'Cause this feeling of pressure

As time passing is making it hard to breath

Are you feeling some changes

Lately I've been seeing some changes

Everything I feared that

I was got to face it

Who I used to be and who

I am is it the same thing?

Always had some questions

Never had conversations

Always had my faith but never wanted to say it

Always ran away in a time I needed to stay there

Maybe all I needed was knowing that I could change things

Hardest part is waking up thinking I'll never make it

Welcome to my mind it's full of darkened places

You know it real when I'm putting my feelings on display

Cause love is hard for me

I'm still learning how to embrace it

If this is where I'm supposed to be

Why do I feel out of place then

If this is what I'm supposed to feel

Why do I feel like I'm fading

I get that I could never be the perfect me

Trying to run my sadness out the door

Showed me some things I needed

This is who I am and if I try to fight it I'm defeated

Struggling with fears you don't know this

But I fight a feeling

What if change is the reason that I would never make it

What if happiness means the music will go away then

Will I go back to the person who I can't escape from

I may be overthinking it but I'm allowed to say this

The Tim you know and love is not the one I live with daily

How can I be there for them when I felt lost for ages

And how do I hand you the world

When both my arms are breaking

Yeah, I've been carrying my issues

Way too long I'm aching

Can I just let them go for second

I'm tired of waiting

You tell me this is the start of my life

To just be patient

And everything that led to now

Will teach me things you prayed for

Yeah every song I write I'm

Hoping will lead to some changes

It will lead to some changes

Is it leading to changes

Yeah I feel like I'm changing

We're beginning to change things

It will lead to some changes

Is it leading to changes

I've been looking for changes

Now I feel like I'm changing