sucks to see you doing better

Picked up a shift on a Friday Saw you at the counter so I ran away Waited 'til you got your drink And watched you leave But I used to say, "Hey babe, your drink's on me" Living in a big city With an even bigger paycheque Heard you got a new honey And a rooftop deck Lucky that you're not with me 'Cause you're living so A-List Making all of your money And I can't make rent You're doing better than me, I admit it Found someone better than me, and I get it You're better off and I'm worse than ever Sucks to see you doing better Heard 'Lonely Weekend' on the highway Broken air condition in a heat wave See you passing by me in the H.O.V With somebody else in your passenger seat Living in a big city Acting like you're so famous Tryna keep myself busy Like you don't exist Lucky that you're not with me 'Cause I'm living so aimless Always go to bed dizzy with an empty chest You're doing better than me, I admit it Found someone better than me, and I get it You're better off And I'm worse than ever (Sucks to see you doing better) You're doing better than me, and I hate it Found someone better and I'm devastated You're better off And I'm lost forever Sucks to see you doing better I wish I didn't work late And it's too late now to work it out And I wish that I could wish you well But I can't even do that for myself Could've run a marathon Or married a doctor But instead I'm watching marathons of Harry Potter And you heard from a friend Of a friend Of a friend I get lonely In a basement apartment, with the laminate floors Giving up on my health, for the drugs when I'm bored And I gain a few likes, for every meal I ignore I've been dying since the day I was born Lately I think I'll die alone You're doing better than me, I admit it Found someone better than me, and I get it You're better off and I'm worse than ever You're doing better than me, and I hate it Found someone better and I'm devastated You're better off and I'm lost forever Sucks to see you doing better